square one

back to square one. now i am just the same old self again.

well, maybe except i am feeling a little more motivated towards myself. bought an instax camera. to capture the moments that may be gone soon enough. bought an iphone, like finally. bought myself a tiny terrarium. bought new spectacles. keeping a goatee, at least until i feel like shaving it clean off again. bought a skateboard. then now some hybrid between a skateboard and a longboard.

i guess i just want changes in my life. especially when i am feeling down. would be better to have some things else to keep the mind occupied. but actually, in the wee hours like now, nothing much works.