two months

i have not been here for three months plus. so many things happened. no way that i'm going to list down everything. this is not a place for stories. but, anyway, all that has happened just led to me becoming better and ultimately happier.

come to think of it, i never thought i would fall in love again. not within these two years at least. yet things changed. and i am thankful for it. and i can't be the best and most deserving one to love you, but these i will try my hardest to always do; to give you my best love, and to be always improving further. we will have our lapses, moments of uncertainties, frustrations, maybe even anger. i can only promise to do my very best. if ever i slipped, or you feel that i have crossed the line, please don't shut me out right away. think of what we had, what we have, and what we will have; think of who we were, and who we are now, and how far we have come to change for the better. that would be all i ask for.

the new year asks for another round of new year aspirations. i will write them later when i feel like it.