2010 resolutions

1. cut down on smoking. light up only when necessary
2. start saving. maintain $500 bank balance, by april. minimum $1000 by end of year
3. get driving license by end of year
4. find extra income if possible. begin plans for online business by march
5. listen more, speak less. always think before speaking
6. do one good deed each day
7. tidy and maintain my room at least once every two weeks
8. keep a healthy diet. minimum binge drinking, junk food. more greens, fruits, plain water

that's all for now. may edit this when i think of more.

useless

anger and all the forms of rage are engulfing me. vengeance is all that is filling my mind at this time. when fate befalls him, he would no longer see the light of day. he would not hear the sounds of our world. nor be able to speak his vile words. his filthy hands would not touch. his legs would not walk this earth. and his seeds would never be spread.

i don't know. my head hurts. feels like it is imploding because of the throbbing at the sides. but inside it feels like it is going to blow up anytime.