long break

oops. before i knew it, i've taken too long a break from this place. and looking back now, some things that could have been worth writing about, just seem too trivial or too much a thing of the past. that is just how things work i guess. what once seemed important may just one day lose its significance with time. and it may not even be anybody's fault. it just happened.

these few weeks, i am having a bit of a situation with myself. guess i am kind of lost. should i leave or should i stay? which would be best for me and for her? i don't know. i don't know how it would end, but i hope it would go down the path where we would regret it the least. guess that is part and parcel of life too. at a crossroad where you have got to choose, should you go left or go right? nobody knows. you can't see any further than your eyes can or that your mind can imagine. are you absolutely sure that you want to head down this way? now you don't know and you're confused. well all you can do is go the way that seems right at that point in time. and further down you may have a u-turn, a de-tour, or a dead end. your best bet is to keep moving and keep telling yourself that yes, this is the right way.